Day 307 – Get Out Of The Way

4 HUGS, 2 children, 2 adults (1 husband, 1 Mail Carrier)

Sometimes I just want to scream, “Get out of my way!” but then I realize how fruitless that would be when the person I am screaming at is me. I sabotage my own happiness. It’s madness. Why would someone willingly do that to themselves? Yet I find myself doing it time and again. Today was one of those days when I just couldn’t get out of my own way. I attempted all my tried and true measures, playing with the kids, walking the dogs in the sunshine, reading positive blogs, even reading my entire new copy of O magazine. Yet, happiness was elusive. (as it has been on and off for a few days now)

Fortunately I have an amazing hubby who allowed me to take an almost 2 hour bath when he got home from work. He could see that I needed it. It was just what I needed to recharge. I contemplated, reflected and most importantly surrendered to the foul mood. It is what it is. It gets the best of us. I expect that tomorrow will come and I will be renewed and joyful once again. In the meantime, this early Valentine helped thanks to my creative, loving stepdad.

Isn't he the best?

Please accept this blog as my virtual hug to you.

 

Advertisements

2 thoughts on “Day 307 – Get Out Of The Way

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s