Stillness

3 New Hugs (2 hairdressers, 1 new friend)

I need to find my stillness. I have misplaced it. Have you seen it? Oh, you think you caught a glimpse of it on pinterest? I am not surprised. I feel I may have lost a lot of myself there lately. I admit it, I have an internet addiction. I have written about it more than once, yet here I am once again announcing that I need to quit. Not you, never you. I love you too much to quit sharing with you. But, there is only so much inspiration I can find on sites like pinterest before realizing they are doing more harm than good. And, there are good things that come from it. I have begun thinking outside of the box way more frequently now that I have seen how often other people do. Um, ok, so maybe there is one good thing that comes of it.

Lately I feel like I am warring with life. When in reality I think it’s just pissed that I haven’t heeded its warnings. They started out as annoyances, graduated to aggravations and now they are downright overwhelming. No more. I hear you, I hear you. I will not take my iphone to bed. I will not check it for at least one hour after I wake up in the morning. I will spend less than 1, 2 3? hours on it every day. (I will work on shortening that time frame later)  I will be still and remember what it is like to be one with life. For when I do, I know that life will BACK OFF. Thank you.

Please accept this blog as my virtual hug to you.

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